many many gifts @ October 2009

my little collection of "little black dress" books

6" twin signature-Zwiilling JA Henckels claimed to be a buddy to to the kitchen ;)

lock n lock ~ for breakfast, for lunch




new partner for my fishing hobby ;P

choco-chip oats cookie

am i working?

sitting here in office... wondering how can i complete ALL of my work stuffs... i keep on clearing clearing clearing like a "mad housekeeper" keep sorting it, solving it, reminding some people ...BUT BUT BUT new tasks seem to arriving at my desk or email all the time... :(

is this what working is all about? doing stuffs and more stuffs? the things U do seem neverending... am i doing the right things?... everyone have limitations... the line is like a glass ... is there, believe me... U can't hardly sees it...when i breaks... is de end! finish, "kapoot"

sometimes it is very frustrating as U sees things and U wanted to help but due to your "1 person department situation"... U are unable to assist... and U felt like U had fail people as your people cannot perform it! U have high visions on teamwork but are they taking U as a team mate? Is this kind of work U are looking for? for the next 3-5-10-15-20 years? i can say for me, that won't be a case...

further to this... i can say that U have only 2 hands & 1 brain... do what U can do and leave...

happy happy BIG 30 to me!

happy happy birthday to me... finally i have arrived at the BIG 30... some people says that life starts when U are at 30...i'm believing this will be true for me...

to me, age is only numbers... and U don't imediately grow old when U touches your birthday...U grow older when U say U are older, when U know more things and taste life more...

rewinding today's event, baked my own birthday cake...chocolate-chip butter cake @ wee hours of 5th Oct...maybe next time i will venture into icing too...hehe

woke up later, got ready for work, receiving sms, calls, msn n FaceBook messages... in between WORK WORK WORK (cause it's Monday-need to submit Mgmt report) ...overall a fruitful day!

now it's about the end of day... can say what a wonderful day too...

today's quote :-

U don't need someone to make your day great!...as long as U are blessed with good health n good life... that will be great!

eve of de eve

tonite de nite... mid autumn festival... will be having dinner with family and later gathering with friends...

today is de day of my chinese birthday too...besides that...

some may know that i will be officially a year older soon... cause tonite will be also de nite of eve of de eve...

just wish that these events will be wonderful and hopes that all my guests will enjoy tonite with me... ;)

xox

happy b-anniversary #1

wow...been a year since i created this blog... just felt like it was yesterday once more...

hmmm...what had i blog... not much...not saying less too... overall just right for now...

aside from this... really felt like my life is about to begin... like the BIG 30... hahaha...

more to tell... just keep cross my fingers n wink ;)

been so long...

it has been so long since i blog... what happen to my thoughts... hmmm... guess like mix cocktail ... so mix up colourfully... so mix up nicely...juicy!

where have i been... what have i done... what have i not been doing... yea not doing justice to my blog...hehehe

shall we continue... alright... the best reason/excuse that a person can make up... let the drum keep rolling ...'ta tah'...busy busy busy with work... that's right...everyone need to earn a living ya...

to counter that... please wish me luck to be able to arrange my things better... hehehe so that i would have more more TIME for sharing ;)

@ daze...paradise

still in my daze... i woke up with a bright fresh morning... after
a nite chilled in the bus ride...hmmm 10 hours ride?... what a morning n a kick
start for the day...with a lingering salty taste of the sea
breeze...

what a journey! it's the start of our 4 days 2 nites beach/island holiday... really looking forward for it for months...here we come..."Redang Holiday Resort, Kuala Terengganu - 25 till 28 June 2009"...another chapter for my first X...

a journey to the starting of new friendships and deepening my senses of loving our nature more...we all should preserve what mother nature had given to us and continue this sharing for our future generation ;)

journey to the Redang Island...one got to have passion for the beaches, sands, seas, coral, fishes...NITE OPENED AIR PARTY...some city folks i knew, had a culture shock while for me it was FUN FUN FUN ... hehehe

arrived on the Island a little after ten in morning , the sun was blazing hot ...felt like a mid day at home... we were given welcoming drink and was briefed on our schedule for 2 nites on the Island... looking at it, it was a back 2 back programme... did not have much time with our personal gathering... but we are all gearing for this trip that we would loves to party till dawn was not an issue...

after checking in

...we went around taking pictures of this wonderful place...
"Paradise"









starting the day with snorkelling then back for lunch n snorkelling again, back for dinner... rest ... visits de open air pubs... a walk in the beach at nite... and catching up... daily on d island...

aside from this, image this, literally you wear swim wear the whole day & nite...U hardly change to dry clothes...

all in all... it was fun and wonderful experience for me...

tips...knowing the place before hand will be a great deal when you go places... and expect less through brochures, internet, flyers...when U see the real thing...U’ll gain more...

am i @ cloud 9

sometimes... when U dream, U wish things & U hope... it happens!

sitting on the top view... seeing things, have faith and believing it... things really happens for U... when U are at that point, U believes that U are having it...at the grasp of your fingertip... it happened and it's great and wonderful...de day when U sees the results that U were building it in your mind & heart!

aside from this theory...it applies to all...however when it is based on a relationship...it will be at a tougher end though... U can control what U feels but U are unable to control how that person feels...

let's me put this matter into a story plus a thought to be shared around:-

"U meet this person and felt that he/she is great person, kind in heart & a person that you like a lot and maybe the ONE...and U wish that he/she will have the same feelings towards U"

should U,

a) ask for him/her and end the misery of guessing! (if U do so...wow U are brave, have high confident level in yourself & do not fear rejection or any crappy sort)

b) just wait! (how long? 1 month, 6 months, 1 year, years?...are U not obvious enough to that person that U excisted? maybe U can jump the ship or just be a loyal subject waiting & have faith)

c) just look at other people & lead your daily life! (it is the person's lost if they can't see what an unique & person U are...everyone is born into this world & to play special roles everyday in this life! ya)

d) ...............................

that's life! for me @ this moment, just living my life as it is ...looks like i'm at (c) then!

fresh blueberry cake...

hmmm... trying out this out with blueberries...

my first baking...

mini cup cakes ... anyone? this is the first time i'm baking in de apt... just crossing my fingers n hope that someone will like it... the overall verdict was good... ;)

hmmm.. maybe i'll bake more then...

home mixing ;)

this drink is a combi or 3 types...where U can see the 3 shades... ;) See how happy is lenny after his 10th shots... overall a nice n cozy nite... cheers again!

refreshing my interest!

as a person who loves arts & handicrafts... there are lots of things i can do!... however, as time is limited we have to make choices...yikes decision again... anyway at present... my interests flows into nail... ya our nails... painting/colouring it... make it a french manicure & others...

thinking of it...guess i'll hold to it for few weeks... then see how! interests may flow into...cooking, baking & books...

i have to admit that i'm a person that loves a lot but can only focus on one thing at a time and can change when i'm bored... this habit can be said good/bad...depending on what other people thinks...anyway, let them be what they are... as long as U are happy & comfortable with what you do...JUST DO IT!

day # 3 of CNY

"Gong Xi Fa Cai!" welcome year of de OX!

yipee it new chinese year! meanz...

1) a new hope & a fresh start...
2) time to meet up with relatives, class matez, school matez & friendz...
3) mum mum cookiez & foodz...
4) get to collect ang pauz...why not? it a privilege... hehehe
5) chance to receive & to give

today de 28 January 2009... had a great time meeting up with school's matez, catching up with gossipz & latest thingz in life...looking at all of them now... makes me realize that i'm de minority (being single) anyway life still goes on! i would say that GOD is keeping someone for me... hehe...overall it was fun, enjoyable, great turnout!

when de CNY season is over... will miss U gals & guys out there!

... sometimes in life, a great moment don't happen everyday! cherish every moment U have!